My Life

I love my life but sometimes I wish I could just disappear… When io get mad I cry. When I’m said I cry. Crying is a way for me to calm down when I’m mad or to release emotions when Im sad. I don’t really like telling people my emotions or feelings. The only people I really tell things to is my aunt Salina, My cousin Celeste and my best friend Gerray. They will listen to what I have to say ,and will give me tough love ,and tell me what I need to hear. I love those people with all  my heart and soul. Without them I think I would go insane. It feels good to know that I always can rely on them. Those people make it worth living everyday. (: <3

My Life

My life is not as good as some people’s but it’s not the worst either… So I guess I don’t have it to bad… I don’t know how I would describe my life… It’s  hard to try to describe but if I had to I would describe it as… Full of memories, hard, painful, lonely at times, and sometimes it can become very depressing… At the thought of somethings I want to cry… When people say things about death or people passing away it makes me very emotional… There has been a lot of passing in my family… My father died when I was a baby and my aunt Anne died when i was eight, and my aunt died when I was 5… I miss them all dearly… Theres some more about my hard traumatic life….

My Life

In language arts class we are writing personal narratives ,and I didn’t know what to write so I did some brain storming ;and I soon choose to write about my dad. So the story is about my dad dieing the events that occurred after it… my mom end up moving on with her life but I never will.. she has a new boyfriend and they have been together since ive been a baby I don’t really like him and I told my  mom this but I don’t know what else to say… I try to tell people my feelings so I don’t have to keep them bottled up inside but it seems like that works better than letting people know your struggles… I don’t know what to do im just a kid I need some guidance at this point… I tell my cousin Booder ( her actual name is celeste Miles I called her booder because that’s her nickname) everything she is the only one that I know will understand everything I tell her she wont judge or criticize me on things that I have done or things I say… She is the only one that has ever stayed up with me all night listening to what I have to say… and waited until I was through talking to give me her opinion.. she is my cousin but I think of her more like a sister she’s my best friend.. I love her <3 well im through I will tell more about my hard and traumatic life later….

My Life

My Life

Here is some more things about me and my life… I hate it when people lie to me.. I feel if you can’t be real with me then why should I even waste my time on you… These days kids have boyfriends and girlfriends.. They tell each other they love them and things of that sort.. But they don’t know the meaning of love…  Like me on the other hand i know the meaning of love… I can tell you anything and everything about it.. I know how it feels to have some one you love die or pass away.. I know how it feels to love some one but you’re not sure if they love you back.. I wonder about that everyday if all the people I love,

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love me back.. But the answer to that is probably NO…  The truth hurts but it is what it is.. There is some more about me and my traumatic hard life….

My Life

My life is going ok at the moment… Not many traumatic events have occured .  I love my life and every one in it except for a few people… Is that wrong to say that?? But isn’t good that im telling the truth?? I love  mostly every one I even love my friends. im just a loving person.. Now if I don’t love you or even like you im not going to act like do.. Because im not a fake person im going to be straight up and real with you… All im asking is for you to do the same… If you don’t love me or like don’t act like it.. Dont sit here and tell me you love me or like when it’s not the truth… I hate when people do that kind of stuff it really bothers me.. Well there is some more of my hard traumatic life…

My Life

Back to the subject at hand my aunt is my everything and always will.. I feel that I have a better relationship with my aunt then my mom… I think that’s a bad thing but I don’t care.. I think I might love my aunt more than my mom… Is that a good or bad thing???  Well I really don’t know I think it might be a bad thing but oh well… Me and my aunt do somethings together and we have so much in common like our favorite color , football, and basketball team… I love my aunt with all my heart… <3